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Current Residence: California
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Favourite genre of music: Anime themes
Favourite photographer: Myself
Favourite style of art: Anime or nature
Operating System: I have 17 computers figure it out
MP3 player of choice: My beloved PSP
Shell of choice: what's that
Wallpaper of choice: Anything Anime
Skin of choice: none
Favourite cartoon character: Edward Elric (He is a male animated me) and Conan (my Favorite Detective)
Personal Quote: One truth Prevails and Do I need a reason to help someone
I find it hard to believe it's been a whole year since my friend passed away from cancer. I sit back and think about all the ups and downs of life that I went through with him.

I remember the downs of hearing the cancer got worse and watching my friend suffer from seizures that came at any time and often came several times in a single day. The times we both talked about various things that upset us about our families or life in general. The gut wrenching realization we both had that the clock of time was running out and neither of us could stop it.

I remember the ups of us celebrating his many releases from the hospital after another chemotherapy treatment or any other issue along the way. Throwing birthday parties celebrating not only the new year but his birthday as well. The group of friends all gathered at his house playing various video games especially the Guitar hero of Rock band games. More often then not competing with each other on scores, who can sing better, or just simply harassing the singer by throwing in stupid phrases.

One of the reason why I write so much about him and value his friendship as much as I do is not only did I care about his physical and mental health he cared about mine. As things started to take a turn for the worst I stayed by his side to help give medicine and be his shoulder of support. While I supported him be became fearful for my mental state given that he knew that once his time was up he would join a list of many others whom I cared for that I've attended funerals for. He knew that many times my mental state is unstable and depression is always right behind me, so many times when he had a psychiatrist over he had me come as well so if he felt the visit wasn't necessary for him I could use it instead. That's what I truly admired about him, not only did he worry for his own health but he worried for those closest to him.

The thing I hope for is that people will have that 1 person in their life that they can lean on, and not only support them but be supported by them. I miss my friend but my loyalty and memory of him is strong in my heart.

  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Eating: whatever leftovers I can find
  • Drinking: water

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EmeraldDawn-16 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
FullmetalDevil Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014
O.O wow...Thanks for the Valentines :3
EmeraldDawn-16 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem. ^w^
angle4848576 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014
Thanks! I love your art of Don't Starve, but all your pictures are awesome! :)
FullmetalDevil Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2014
I thank you and am grateful you like my works. I try my best to portray the different characters as well as the monsters that frequent the game and make all our lives miserable.
angle4848576 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014
Thanks for the llama! I finally got a super llama! Keep doing your awesome art and stay cool !
FullmetalDevil Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2014
you're very welcome for the give a llama get a llama. I'll stop drawing when I die XD
Seieihime Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer

*throws love in your general direction then runs like hell*

FullmetalDevil Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2014
thanks for the love ^^ *shares the love back*
Seieihime Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're most welcome lovey~:iconba-kyunplz:
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